Sunday, February 03, 2013

pain

That one incident that forces me to acknowledge that I probably cannot love you anymore.

The immediate aftermath of this moment, where I ask myself what I will feel like at your funeral.


The memory of the time I agreed to care for you because someone both you and I loved asked me to look after the family on the day she died.
 

The realisation that in order to continue caring for you, I need to stop loving you.

The realisation that people change. That you have changed and that there is no point in crying for the person I once knew you to be.




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